Saturday, May 22, 2010
Today was actually fairly amazing.
me and S decided to skip last block,
so at lunch we went to the bigger city to the mall
but we got there at like 1,
and the movie wasn't until 7.
so we walked for a couple hours haha.
and laid on the grass outside and made out for awhile ;D
haha apparently he loves being kissed on the neck
i've never tried doing this to anyone before,
believe it or not =P
i've been kissed,
but it's rare for me to initiate.
except i want to with S.
Fuck, i like him an insane amount.
the look he gets on his face when i kiss his neck
haha and he has adhd so he's always going going talking moving
haha and when i kiss his neck he goes still and silent
i adore it it'ssoooo cuuute =P
i get to try biting it tomorrow
because apparently that illicits a much more dramatic response ;D
haha i'm stoked.
yea, he's coming over to hang with me for the day tomorrow
i'm sooo stoked =]
we get to watch movies on my couch in my room haha.
i like him soooo much.
it's totally unbelievable.
i bought a new necklace today
i normally always wear one necklace,
and i just feel naked without it
then all of my favourite necklaces broke
so i've been without a necklace really for months
it's one i've seen alot, but i adore it.
a pretty little silver sparrow.
it actually really suits me when i wear it.
and i got some pretty new false nails,
i'm wearing ones with white and black leopard print.
AND I WANT A GARTER AND A HIP FLASK
they have white leopard print hip flasks at icing !
haha me and S were making jokes about partying yesterday
and i was like I WANNA GET A GARTER AND A HIP FLASK
AND I CAN ALWAYS TAKE IT WITH ME AND NEVER BE DRUGGED
and I FOUND ONE I ADORE
fuck i want it meowww =P
next time i get money.
AND OMFG IRON FIST SWIMWEAR AT SPENCERS
AND IRON FIST CLOTHES AND SHOES GALORE AT CULTURE CRAZE
i had a mini heart attack.
S just doesn't understand. xD
i tried on this really adorable cutout swimsuit
the top looked amazing
the stomach and middle or whatever looked actually good
but fuck, my thighs still need sooo much work.
apparently they're not bad though b/c most girls have worse
and don't care 0.o
haha i peeked around the curtain to show S the top and middle
and he was like you look fucking hot.
haha he said that when he saw me today too though
whenever i actually dress nicely =P
anyways, im happy.
Today i had only time for 3/4 of an applesauce (60.)
i had like 3 french fries with S at lunch
and then i had a large fries at McD's
but i only ate about a medium size
so that's (360.)
Total = 440.
minus all the walking walking walking we did !
so i guess tomorrow morn i'll weigh myself
fuck i'll be so happy if i'm even 122.
it would show me i can at least keep going under 123.
we'll see though,
i'm getting so much better =]