Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Wow I really can't contain myself.
Not only was today a phenomenal day,
because S kissed me (was not expecting it at the time,
and i'll admit i was preeee flustered after.
but it was so fucking cute. ^.^)
and he asked me out today too haha.
and his friends loooove me !
xD it's great, they're amazing.
haha and S is such a sweet, affectionate boyfriend
i'm glad cuz C wasn't really that much.
it's nice, cuz i love affection haha.
anyways, that was phenomenalllll.
hehe S is sooo cute. =]
(kay so i'm giggling like a schoolgirl, shut up, i'm happy. =P)
AND AND AND
so i've had this great day
i finish my skirt and add the bow and it's super cute,
i get home,
i step on the scale.
I LOST 6 FUCKING POUNDS HOLY SHIT
there is no better no better thinspo than losing weight
i never understood how people managed to starve themselves,
cuz i'm so not used to instant results
but i've been walking alot every day,
and yesterday's 0 day,
and holy fuck i lost 6 pounds in 1 day.
i'm 125 now. =]
and so i wasss gonna eat like snacks and stuff today.
NOT gonna happen.
i'll eat something low cal for dinner, cuz obvz i should eat somethingg
but omfg i am not snacking.
i am sooo excited.
haha i'm so happy =]
i kinda felt thinner today. =]
next goal is 120 ^.^
wonder how quickly i can manage that one !
YAY YAY YAYAY
haha greaaat day. <3
soo bad things happened, i felt dead.
and then alittle while ago i felt better.
and like starrving.
so i had a caramel rice cake. (60)
a couple bites of corn (free)
like 3 chips (20)
and a piece of 60% whole wheat oast
with a shred of margarine xD
i'm goinna say thats (80).
i did cut the toast into corners,
and i'm taking small bites.
and did get exercise today,
and i am still under 400 cals.
only thing i dont like is its after 8 and i'm eating. =/
but whatever i prolly wont sleep til 12 anyways.
NO MORE FOOD.
i went specifically for the lowest cal foods and made sure they were what i kinda wanted.
stomach feels intense empty.
but thats good right ?
this weekend a salt water flush or whatever ?
weighing in again tomorrow morning,
to see my most accurate weight.
night lovelies. =]