Wednesday, May 26, 2010
I hate this.
i don't know if it's PMS,
or if i'm really just super mood swingy.
you know how they say that childbirth is the most painful experience ?
but this hormone is let into your body afterwards
so you forget the feeling and you can have more kids
i think my mind is like that with bad experiences.
i can remember with my mind,
but i don't feel it anymore.
I don't want to leave Pville.
I don't want to leave S.
i want to keep going with school,
go to sewing again next year,
I want to get a job this weekend,
and then MOVE THE FUCK AWAY IN JANUARY.
but for now i don't wanna leave !
i just need a longboard.
or at least a fucking bike
so i can just get away from here when i want
i only live about 45 minute walk from town
it's just such a daunting distance.
hoping tomorrow isn't a gray day like today.
i'm hoping tomorrow to let out my inner sex kitten ;D
ahaha but literally.
cuz i'm spending the day at S's house after Bio xD
and before we FINALLY go to see
NIGHTMARE ON FUCKING ELM STREET BITCHES !!
yea. i'm a horror movie addict.
oh and not to mention the fact that
at my boyfriends
in his house