Monday, June 21, 2010
but i cant stop eating.
allergies have my nose mostly plugged
so i can just barely
(and slightly uncomfortably)
breathe through my nose
but it's so much easier to breathe through my mouth
except oh waht's that in my mouth
HALF THE CAN OF PRINGLES BITCH
oh and lets go get some strawberries and milk later !
let's add to the fucking
HUGE BOWL OF CHEERIOS FOR BREAKFAST
FISH AND CHIPS AND POPCORN SHRIMP for fucking LUNCH
TWO CUPS OF APPLESAUCE AND A YOGURT for a fucking SNACK
and a bowl of fucking SPAGHETTI for DINNER.
yea let's add strawberries and milk and sugar.
and let's eat more cereal.
that sounds likea good fucking idea.
augh wow i'm so bitchy.
i know i'll go eat strawberries later and i won't feel so bad.
but it does hurt when i think about it.
i just need to start working out to counter my food intake when PMSing.
my stomach hurts
but i want to keep eatingggg
remember that essay i wrote for S so he could pass ?
he got in big shiz for plagiarism.
and now he's not going to pass unless he redoes english during the summer.
he just signed on a couple minutes ago to tell me
and he got really mad
and i kind of got alittle grouchy but i was not startign an argument
i was trying to empathize with him,
and calm him down.
and he took it wrong and blew up.
and then he got like really blow-up-y.
so i told him to chill out then talk to me,
and signed out.
i hate doing that.
it makes me want to cry.
but i'm not starting a fucking argument
because i know if he rages i'll start to rage.
.. anybody wanna give the fatty a haagen dasz bar ?
i need to download eminem i forgot him.
thank you pms.
i went right back up to 130.
granted that's after a day of gorging.
but aughhhh it hurts meeee to be fat agaiiiin
i feel just liek my fucking mother.
finally seeing results after religiously following a diet
then fucking blowing it and going right back up.
did i mention still my tongue is still not healed fully
i can't pick the food out of my teeth and cheeks like normal
i've got fucking chips and random food stuck in my fucking teeth and gums and jaws.
it's pissing me off,
it was a major habit to pick out the food with my tongue.
THE POWER OF CHRIST COMPELS YOU !
xD or just my PMS rage anger.