SorryLovelies.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

I feel like a fucking post-whore.
i think i just feel the need to post more on weekends.
so sorryyy,
just don't read if you can't handle my insanity at the moment.
love you all. =P

but iduhno.
fuckk.
i'm just on the edge of crying
i keep getting teary,
and then getting pissed off because i'm getting teary.

things are still bothering me,
surprise surprise.
i don't want to think of how much trifle i've eaten today.
and i ate ice cream.

i saw these little metallic flip notebooks
with mini-pens attached
i should buy one,
and keep it as a food diary.
it'd make life simpler.

i just love notebooks.
i think i've mentioned my love for notebooks before =P
it's a strange addiction.
i like simple, pretty things.

i want to get a china teaset.
i used to have one,
and i want one again.
soo pretty.

ohddeaar.
what was the purpose of this post anyways.


OMFG TRIFLE
WHY TRIFLE
CAKE AND WHIPPED CREAM AND PUDDING AND FRUIT
and omg i think it's the most beautiful thing i've ever eaten.
WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE BEAUTIFUL
IT JUST MAKES IT MORE DELICIOUS
i think i've already eaten a quarter of the trifle.
FUCK ME.
FUCKING SERIOUSLY.
SHOOT ME.
IN THE ARMS
then i can't fucking feed myself anymore.


i'll leave you with thinspo ?
since i've forgotten my original reason for posting.

Edit:

Ah.
I just remembered the purpose of this post.
it was to bitch about how i want fucking smokes xD

i'm kind of toying with the idea of asking my auntie buddy to buy them
i don't know anyone else who would
buddy miight,
i never thought to ask her before.
but i'm kind of nervous to ask her at the same time =P
maybe i'll text her.
but i'm not sure.

I'M JUST SO DONE WITH GOING WITHOUT SMOKES.
fuck fuck fuck wantttt.
haha.